#thinking abt using evren

[justablah56]

hmmmmm I am considering giving myself a second name ...

[sukugo]

so as we’ve established I do not Know anything abt sw so you’ll have to fill in a lot of blanks, BUT I am thinking of a fic with established obiwan x anakin that turns very angsty when obiwan loses anakin to the dark side and that crusty musty bitch palpatine. Something something the force?? Obiwan still remembers what it was like to fight & love at anakin’s side and he never forgets what that bond felt like and he mourns the absence of that kind of force in his life until! He meets a young luke sky walker and suddenly even as he’s teaching luke the ways of the *mumble mumble I wanna say jedi?????* he’s re-experiencing a rhythm of fighting that he himself hasn’t felt since anakin and so mentoring and sex ensue but THEN!!! luke finds out that Vader is his father and he goes to tell Obi and Obi already knew that ANAKIN is Vader so NOW obi realizes that anakin is Luke’s father holy shit he’s been sucking & fucking (& maybe falling in love with for the first time in 20-some years???) his evil ex’s SON!!!!!!

EVREN IM LITERALLY SCREAMING BC TODAY I ACTUALLY SPENT HOURS IN BED THINKING ABOUT OBILUKE GSDJHDKDHDKDHDGDJDD???????? AND NOW U SEND ME THIS?!???! ? WE ARE CONNECTED METHINKS

BUT GOD YES YES YES!!!!!!!

obi-wan realizing that the familiarity he felt was all actually ANAKIN, the comfort, the same warmth, is was all just. so anakin. and that's what he was attracted to!!! he simply turned a blind eye to it bc he couldn't go back, he had tried so hard to bury everything anakin, and he couldn't let it all resurface (but oh, the way anakin was etched into every part of his being, there was no way he could ever bury him)

at the end of the day, he never stopped loving anakin, no matter how much he tried, every little aspect of anakin, even his creation (his fucking son, obi-wan what are you doing) plucking at the strings of his heart

and oohhhh it's such a mess!!!!!!!!!!

bc now we got obi-wan trying to come to terms with the fact that he's still in love with anakin but that he's also fallen in love with his fucking son.

but we also have luke learning that obi-wan, the dilf he pulled somehow, fucked his dad?????? who's also the evil lord who's been terrorizing the galaxy????

and then vader realizing and he's like "YOU FUCKED ME AND MY SON????"

also might i add guilt on obi-wan's part bc does that mean he never actually loved luke?? that he just loved the pieces of anakin he saw in luke????

and omg! vader using this against him? bc oh, obi-wan u pathetic old man, you fell for me, and when u lost me, u couldn't take it and had to go and have my son, my loss is still haunting you

and agdjfhjshkfdhff it's just a HUGE mess

honestly obi-wan must've felt something was off when he realized luke and anakin’s sexual preferences were so eerily similar (both bratty bottoms, both so headstrong, always demanding and getting what they want from obi-wan) but that would've been too much for his brain to handle so he just:

but anyways, we all know there is only ONE solution to this problem: threesome